I am Ashenath Spindeth and this is my story so far.

Folks ask me now and then where I was born, what clan of sylvans my lineage is of, but I know not.

I was found by a tribe of Amazons. My twin brother Kalzan, myself, and two other of my kind were discovered in a cave, in a cage, at the campsite of a band of trolls. I was taken in, as were the others by the tribe because they did not know of any sylvan clans living nearby where their tribe lived.

The only mother I ever knew Delatio was a giantkin empath who herself nearly died in that battle and many times after that but the gal must have had troll blood in her veins from that day because when I thought I'd lost her she came back ever defiant of death. But, that is her story. Kalzan and I were taken in by Delatio and two of her sisters one a dwarf that gave me an admiration of mithril and stout brewed the dwarven way. Strong and bitter. The other a sylph that kept me fresh with my native tongue so I wouldn't forget it and keeping alive in me the love of the forest and Delatio who gave me the love of Green things teaching me the lore of herbs.

Kalzan and I grew wrestless as we went into young adulthood I suppose the arcane called to both of us out of the blood in our veins. We both made our way to Wehnimer's Landing and studied the art of sorcery. Unlike me, Kalzan grew to have an affinity for Andelas. Cats appealed to him and the Lord of cats as well. I stayed true to the ways of the Amazons and continue to follow Leya to this day.

Mom couldn't bear to be apart from us she feared our ambitions would take us to dark places and went to the landing with us to guide us all the while supporting us in our need to build up our strength in and knowledge of the dark arts.

We met Uncle Brianus and Aunt Cassundera. relations formed from the bond of brotherly love, not blood between Delatio and Brianus for they hunted often in their younger years and were inseperable for a time until... Uncle Brianus met aunt Cassundera. Delatio met Irodanis who grew to be a father figure later on to me but she herself could never feel close to a man too much of an amazon was she. but again, that's her story...

Delatio's admiration for the bard Irodanis made them good friends for many years during my childhood and since Irodanis knew of magic he agreed to help Delatio raise me up in my teenage years hoping to keep me from becoming dark in my ways. Mom went back to the homelands for a while.

In my young days I loved Irodanis as if he was the father I never knew though I knew the half elf was not my father I was always eager to see him and he fell in love with me as a daughter and taught me the ways of voln and combat. I think that Irodanis did have a dented heart for a while though because Delatio and him never got together but he understood after awhile that she was just not capable of loving a man.... that way.

But he was never much melancholy in front of me and we enjoyed many happy memories. And one day, he went away. I found out years later from his brother Soulss whom I consider my dear uncle , that Irodanis had passed on from this life while he was on one of his other travels. He gave me his shield which I will ever carry with me along with his memory.

In my mixed up state of mind over why Irodanis left I did move onto the dark path. I ended up taking the same road that Kalzan went down... for power. I knew better as soon as I found the truth of the dark path that I had gone wrong. I allready had power, I didn't need any outside help and so I fought my way out of the darkness. I fealt lost though not knowing where I belonged for a long time. And, I was bitter that I had turned my back on Voln. I sought forgiveness and Lumnis came to me. I never had fealt an attunement to her before but she took me in her arms and guided me for a while. Taught me what lessons I should know and sent me on my way.

I had turned a new leaf.. I was no longer a part of voln but I sought to help out anyone who needed help in voln and helped them any way I could with my talents, I found anyone I could that was enslaved by the darkness and brought them up out of it and turned them towards voln and I fought very hard against the unlife if not for my benefit, for theirs. and it was in those years that I befriended Windrake, a young ranger that introduced me to many other people in House Willow Hall that would later become my friends and family.

The people of Willow Hall were a friendly close-knit group and helped re-awaken in me the things I had lost in my youth. I became friends of the chairman, Zanteal and together we worked on projects for the betterment of the land and the people of the lands for a while.

He also introduced me to Avalos and I loved him very strongly for a while. We married and Miralissa was born. She was my gift from Lumnis because the Lady Lumnis came to me in a vision along with Lord Kai and told me about Miralissa. Lumnis was proud of me for turning the new leaf in years past and living by the lessons I'd learned. I loved Miralissa after she was born with all of my heart. Miralissa kept my otherwise bleak days bright with her passion for life. Without her with Avalos gone for weeks and months at a time I would have not been able to bear the loneliness of those days.

I knew Miralissa was grown now into a young woman and I saught out Uncle Brianus because I knew it was time for her to join the guild, and fulfill her destiny. I knew Brianus was a member of a house called Onoir that was a house for Paladins. I gave him charge of Miralissa so that she could find mentors who would guide her through voln and guild and those other things that I could not do.

With Miralissa gone life was unbearable. Avalos was gone most of the time and the project with Zanteal and myself fell to pieces and we both left Willow Hall. I felt so frustrated that such a worthwhile endeavor could not make it and that my seemingly good friends of Willow Hall were too busy with other concerns... (even though they liked my idea) to help out. I found that that was a common weakness in my fellow man.

Miralissa broke away from her busy duties of being squire to Morgiest and to Tebon and guild and everything else going on and heard my lament. I told her how my fight for the protection of the lands and the people of the lands in House Willow Hall was all for naught. She listened to me go on and on and then laid a hand on my shoulder and said "Mom, your a Paladin! Come talk to Morgiest with me and join Onoir where you can make a difference!"

I talked to Morgiest and became his squire and also a part of the Guild of the Quill of Onoir and Through him I learned that a sorcerer can be an honorable profession and that I indeed was a shining example of that.

Life in the landing was still very unbearable for me and so Miralissa and I agreed to move up to Icemule trace. She being the fierce protector of me as she had always been went with me gladly. I bid goodbye peacefully to Avalos shortly after the move, and Miralissa , not so peacefully. I think that day that we said goodbye put a lot of anger into her heart if not as much as was allready put there unintentionally when she learned the hate of trolls when she learned the story of my upbringing.

Shortly after we moved I received a letter from a gypsy friend of mine that was also sent to my friend Zanteal. A girl from New Faendryl had ran away and to keep an eye out for her and help her get a start in the world. Apparently for some unknown reason Zanatra's family did not want to see her back. Zanteal and I found her and nursed her back to health and I took her in and adopted her as my daughter. She has blossomed into a delightful girl from the scared waif that she was, and is a strong follower of Ronan.

Nowadays I am a paladin of Onoir and just recently this spring I was given another miracle from the Gods.. forgiveness for my past and turning away from Voln. I am now in favor with Voln and have re-joined the order and am very greatful for that blessing.

My story continues.....